so now’s the time to catch up and stay on track (hopefully). the days a few ago were boring and the same so I didn’t update then. yesterday was a rough day. today was better so here I am. is anybody even listening? might just be me talking to myself at this point. yesterday I struggled with not being able to do things right, which usually, I can fend off but I was less capable yesterday. my coworker being annoyed at me didn’t help. idk I know my brain is off, I just don’t exactly know why or how to fix it. I guess I know it’s because this is all a lot for me at once, but it’s the little things, like someone saying decaf and then me immediately turning around and pulling caffeinated espresso, or completely missing the white part of white mocha when someone says it. I just feel slow and my short term memory sucks. I know I’m on autopilot though just trying to get through it.

in school over the last few days, we’ve learned how to highlight and foil hair and how to do those fun caps that you pull hair through to do frosted tips. it’s all been pretty straightforward. today, I took the day “off” to go get my nails done on the cosmo side. I had a lot of fun sitting and chatting with the girls. the other nail tech was into super weird stuff like I am and we talked back and forth about our odd interests. I got acrylics put on again which I’m really excited about. I miss my long nails. I haven’t gotten them done mostly cause I didn’t want people to assume I’m a girl. now that people are confusing my gender more, I feel more comfortable with longer nails. they’re glitter black with red drips and on the underside, are spiders! super cool and big excite. we took a pop quiz when I got back that I got a 70% on which is not unexpected and also not hard to get with 10 questions on the quiz. we test tomorrow. it’s a chapter on skin, which I am learning lots of fun facts about, like the average human skin lays out to roughly 22 square feet. anyway, I’ll leave you with that. hope all is well in your big world.