catching up on the last few days. the day before halloween, we dressed up at work. I changed out of my hat quite quickly, it felt too big and I felt too small. that was not a good day at work. I was told we were “staying in our lanes” and then not communicated with about what the “lane” I was in involved. when I’m not getting positive reinforcement or a chill coworker, everything is 10 times harder. I need to switch out some shifts at the doghouse.. I’m tired of dealing with a coworker who thinks there’s always something wrong.

school went well, we had a potluck and I definitely had the best outfit. I had major executive functioning issues and couldn’t figure out what to do with myself. I ended up working on theory in the barber shop cause I could not stick myself into the classroom.

saturday went well at work cause I worked with my boss all day. it was an easy day and time flew by. kinda sad considering I enjoy our days together and I do much better. I only put on my hat and some overalls, I didn’t want the whole fit since I was going out later. after work, I came home, did some homework, and got into bed to watch a halloween movie. the girl didn’t text me till way later than I expected so I was damn near asleep when I was called to action. went out to the bar she was at, it was packed, I stood in line until she came out and said they were going to quincy, the bar we usually go to. I rode with her friends, brought them the left over muffins from the potluck that I brought but couldn’t eat cause they’re not vegan, and we went to quincy. the friends were a lot of fun and I spent most of my time with her autistic friend. I gave her my fidget ring to play with and let her try my loops. she loved both of them and we got her set up to purchase some. the fidget ring really helped her. we danced lots. went home and passed out cause I worked at 9am.

went to work sunday hungover. which I’m not really sure why considering I didn’t drink much, but I was up and down all night trying to throw up some of whatever I drank that made me so ick. I honestly just think it was the sugar in what I drank, cause I had two drinks overall. felt ick at work, but I kept it together. the time DRAGGED. the problem coworker wasn’t there thankfully and we actually had such a chill day. my boss made me yummy breakfast tacos and felt better after eating. I wish I was doing better at latte art but the process is slow. anyway, did homework when I went home and stayed up to watch a movie. crashed out until almost 1pm today.

got up, did homework and laundry, where I accidentally pulled out the jewel to my mantis piercing. that happens more often than I’d like and I really don’t understand jewelry that just pushes together. in situations like these, it should ALWAYS screw in.. so dumb. anyway, NOW is rest time during my “off” day. didn’t have school today thankfully. hopefully this helps you keep up with me and my kinda boring, kinda wild life. oh, here’s my halloween costume, I was a mushroom nymph! kinda sad halloween is over and the other holidays are coming.. and my birthday.. dreading that. I swear this big world is gonna eat me alive.